Working the bar at the stadium was more fun than I imagined. When I was
younger I convinced myself I could not work in such a high-pressure
environment because I would mess up or I would short change someone
and he/she would be angry. I don't know why in my 20s I always
thought I could never do anything other than run and draw. Its a
weird thing to think about no Ima well in too my 30s and approaching
the year when Jesus died. Self-confidence has always been an issue
and I am wondering if I can ever match up to any standard. Mainly I
think that's due the racist bullying I felt during Primary school.
Anyway while working I met a nice woman who was lesbian. Did not
figure it out at the time because I thought she was flirting with me until she mentioned her orientation. Goes to show I truly know
nothing about women.
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